1.1.2011..just another bad day for me..

today isn't a great day..just like yesterday, worst thing kept happen. the good thing about me being myself is, i always say " owh, i do understand..relax fai.." lie seems the only way to appear rational and mature.
    idk, what was up with ezwan's day..hihi..1.1.2011, just the new day in the new year, he surprised me with a statement, he said "we should go back to where we are started to know each other back then''..seriously i cried.. :'( :'(

it does seem silly when i pretending to be strong, until he scared with how "calm" i am.. i mean, it's true..what more can i do?? those emotional reactions can't set up the thing like it was. well, my starting day in 2011 was not good as i expected. but still, appreciate!  just take a look at those cuters above..ngeeeee..cute right?
Ezwan likes cats... and i even wrote his name on one of my favorite cat's picture. that's the least i can do..i do realized the joy was temporary..
    some people don't care about little thing about him, but i managed to be NOT one of those 'some'..seriously, i miss him..there's nothing wrong to express love to your synonym, as long as you mean your words..people are always undermining this type of relationship, well that kept them stay under the rock..hehe
    i guess i'm done, just wanna say a little thing in my heart, how deplored i am today, first day of 2011..well, i still hope magic will erase all of those hilarious and bad stories with ALLAH blesses..ASSALAMUALAIKUM..