TODAY, HAPPY IS MINE! thanks bebii...

Assalamualaikum..updating my blog again..well i just figure out something interesting about having blog, you can always share and write something that you didn't usually write in facebook, twitter or any social networks..no big deal today, but one thing for sure, i'm happy! i called my boyfriend and we spoke on more than 2 hours..hehe..isn't that sweet??

he's just like me, waiting for someone to start a thing, then 'attack'..that's great man.. you know what, falling in love makes you don't realize how fast the time passing by, and as soon as i disconnected the line, seriously, less than 5 seconds, i miss him terribly! bebii, hubby miss you so much, owh if i only can tell you how i love you right in front your face, you'll know how big my love to you. right during the conversation, he kept asking about my ex..well i didn't say i don't like, but i'm not comfort..but as long as it did not give any influence i guess it's fine to converse about it without limited times..

trust me, if tomorrow may not be my good day, my today's memory talking with you will be at least a good thing to fulfill my bad day..so i have something to deal on during the bad moment i face..my heart is now for you bebii, i don't know what might possibly happen in the future, but for now, it seem impossible for other person to replace your place..i do hope our relationship will go as far as we could..

bebii, i can't put my feeling into words because my words are nothing compare to what actually i fell about you right now, but seriously, i love you..you got my heart, jail and tie it tight.. i love you, i love you and i love you..muuahx..god. i'm in love! hahaha

L.O.V.E.

Assalamualaikum...L.O.V.E., that’s what i’m talking about here, in my space...we’ll if you ask me about the meaning, the answers were too subjective. Even the greatest philosopher couldn't came with a real-exact meaning of love..unless, u travel all over the world, collect love stories from various people and come out with one brilliant solution..but it do seems  impossible to hear, not to mention to do..hehe

the true love reveals naturally, and actually you realize by the time you say "i do" to a person,  you actually  elevating them to a special level more than your own best friend! believe me, the feeling was wonderful, it's like just you, your lover and without the world to care about..you get what i meant right? hihihi..it's mesmerized me when i think about the early stage of saying those three sacred words, L, LOVE and YOU..it's hard to allow your heart to give a special permission to your brain, and give your mouth to respond, just to say these words. ok, actually i was about to write about my love story, but it's just nice to start with some feeling-touch-internally statement as i did earlier.so when i say "my love", i'm able to come with my own LOVE's definition..to me, love is something you can give to a particular person just for a thing_genuine smile..it's hard to picture everything by words when it is actually can be represent by the action with that "emo-sentimantal-inner" actions..only heart know how does the "action" looks like..hehe 

my love's journey was not that bright, as many of you are, it's always cloudy, accessorize with storm and heavy rain..you know..it's like not a happy journey to hear, rather to take right? but i do realized, those stormy and rainy are my teachers..i mean, i always brought an umbrella along, so i'm ready to be loved, to give love and mostly to fall in love. 
my last lover was a wonderful person, i give him my worthy trust and suddenly at 1.1.2012, he turned on against our relationship..well, GOD know how do i felt that time. no specific words can represent the situation. but physically i cried..it's like ok, i'm not sure about my real entity, the fact that i gave him up..it's not that easy, but i manage to get rid of him slowly..and this thing takes time..
anywho, i wanna share something with you guys, i don't know whether i'm lucky or what, but i found a new lover! i don't know much about him, but i do know he's loyal just how i wish and like. but today, i read his blog, he didn't elevate me as his boyfriend, well, i didn't blame the burden on his shoulder, he read my previous messages with my friends and came with a no-pleasure-statement..but as long as he response, i'll give my best to ensure my relationship ends with a smile ever, not as what had happened  in the previous one..it's hard, but no choice right, give the best, and deserve less is  common to me in any relationship i had. well, that's how i show love, always the one who think i myself was guilty and say "sorry' for every mistake made in my relationship..but my previous lovers did not understand my way, AND i do hope this lover, tengku daniel hafiziee, see the way i love a particular person like him..
at the early statement i did, it's hard to say "i love you" to a person, but now, i'm willing to do so, izzie, hubby sayg kat bebii... 

GUYS, YOU ROCK MY WORLD!!!

Assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera ya..hehe

hari ni, faiz nak tunuk kat korg, keluarga fb faiz..dari adik2, abg2, kakak2, sampailah ke mak dan ayah..owh plus, anak2 faiz..hehehe...

ok laa...kita mula dari senarai termuda k..hehe..cam lain lak..bismillah..semua nama kat dalam ni faiz amik kat fb k..hehe..hormat privasi korg kan.. :)

haa..adik faiz..hehe..cute kan?? nama dia AQ HAFIZ.   da lupalah camna berkenalan dulu..mungkin sebab like2 kot..kan adik?? hehe

nway adik memang comey..

yg ni pula nama dia AQMAL FIKRY, selalu tegur abg kan? hihihi..manja ckit dia ni..kalau "stay back" kat fb sampai lewat, dialah antara manusia yg bawa faiz chat..hehe..sayg adik cute ni..

yang kat bawah ni nama dia ARORA DYSE ROSZ..selalu puji kite..hihihi..cantik x? plus cute kan? kmek sayg ma ktk dik..blaja rjin2 k..

         

    haaa...tgk adik ni -------> dalam banyak2 adik aq, dia sorg jer paling macho..heheheh..tapi pemalu ckit..time webby dulu, igt x? malu giler nak webby nan abg kan? haa..x pa, nnt ada masa kte webby gi k.. :P

       

haa, yg kat sebelah ni adik cute kte jg, nama dia DEBOK UNLY..da lame x tgo abg an?

hihi..slalu like status jer, x masok komen un..hihihi..nway adik sentiasa kelihatan cute..waah..

   pewiiit!! haa, ni adik abg paling hot..hihih..nama dia EIQ NOTY..hot giler2 dier ni..sorry r dik, abg x layan chat, busy sgt r..nnt lau ade rezeki kite webby k..hihihi

yg kat bawah ni adik angkat gak..satu u ngan faiz..ngee..adiiiikk.. :pp

hari ni da mula klas, lau jmpa abg tgur k..hihihi..sayg nan ktk juax..

nama dia  EVANS NICX'OLAS...cute kann??

     ni adik kita..hehe org sabah bha..abg janji p ruma adik kan..dia cakap dia pandai memasak..mok rasa juax masakan adik abg ni..hikhik...selalu cakap good night kat abg, hehe.. :P..di fb nama dia JAYRIN JAHIMIN.

haa,yang ni adik faiz gak..AERIL LEE..hehe..sory r dik abg jarang tgur k, abg busy..adik faham kan? utamakan couple..wahahah..gurau ja dik...good luck study k.. :)

sayg kat adik..

haa, yg kat sebelah ni adik cute kte jg..da lamme x tgo abg an?

hihi..slalu like status jer, x masok komen un..hihihi..nway adik sentiasa kelihatan cute..waah..

ngeeee...tgk kat bawah ni...cute kannn..hihih..adik faiz..mmg sporting n mesra gitu..haha..nanti lau balik sabah abg cari adik k..nama dia NAZRIN JOE'Z..mmg comey..

tgk dak cute ni..hihihiih..comel banget deh..adik faiz, mmg kaki like..hihi..bertuah dapat adik cute macam NIEYY MARHIMELLOW ni..hehe..jarang da tgur abg .. ;pp

haa..tgk adik ensem ni..ensem x?? mestilaa..sayg kat adik..hihi

ni pun da lame x tgur..x tahu r ape criter dier..hehe..nnt lau lapang tegur2 la abg k dik, lau free insyallah abg reply.. :))

RIDZWAN BAKAR mmg ensem..hihi------>

alolololo..tomeynyer..tgk kat sebelah kiri  ni..adik abg cute cangat..cam nak cubit pipi sampai lebam..haha..nama dia SHIGEI YEN..memang comel..sorry r abg x layann k, busy laa..nnt lau abg x busy abg reply la k..hihi..sayg kat adik.. :p

and last but not least, ni adik kite juga..nama dia TENGKU NAZMIR..cute kan? hihi..nway dik abg minta maaf x reply chat, busy ckit..faham2 la kan, org tua..haha..sayg kat adik..semoga happy nan org tersayg k.. :))..

Fuhhh...tu baru adik..semua cute kan..hehe..ni senarai abg n kakak lak..ambik kau..haha

yang first ni abg faiz kat fb..macam garang la dia ni..hihih,,,gurau ja bang..nway adik amik gmbar ni sebab terlalu cute..cewah, da kene pujilaa..

nama dia cantik, tapi ejaan diubahsuai, maka susahlah nak sebut..hihi

abg I-DEAL OAT-MONTH.. ensem kan...ngee

haa..yang kat bawah ni abg ensem faiz..dari sarawak..ensem kan? hihihi..sorry r bang, da lama x tgur abg..hihihi..miss kat ktk gilak2..nway selalu like status faiz, tp x komen poon..hmmm.. :))..nama fb dia REX-ORIOUS NU DEAN..

                                                                                                                     

                                                                         

                                                                  haa..tgk lak abg faiz yg kat bawah ni..dia adalah yg termacho diantara yg termacho..hihihi..best webbie nan dia, walaupoon x bercakap..ngeee..nanti kita webbie lg lau ada jodoh k bang.. :))   AL ALOY..cute nama fb dier.. :P

     fuuuh.. sejuk ckit tangan nak menaip sal kakak AISYITERU ZULAIKHA ni..sangat HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTT!!! wat status jer beratus like..hihihi..sayg nan kakak..status dia memperjuangkan nasib kaum wanita..ok la tu..sesuai nan dier yg comey, baik n cantik ni..sayg kat kakak banyak2.. :P

kat sebelah kiri ni lak kakak EPPA CHOI..cute kan?? hehe..mmg baik la kakak ni..sayg kat dier sangat2..nanti kite main wall-to-wall nak? wahah..rindu ngan kakak..    

Haaa..yang tu cerita abg n kakak faiz, tp tunggu dulu..belum abes k..faiz ada mama dan papa kat fb..haa..jom kenal ngan mama n papa faiz ni..

         yang ni papa faiz..cinggg..haha..kami jak faham tu..ensem n cute n baik n peramah..teringin mok jumpa daddy di sabah nnt..igt tu k..sayg daddy.. <3-SAN EFRON

      papa faiz yg seterusnya..hehe...nanti kalau da balik sabah mok jmpa nan papa ni..jaloan2 kan..meti best,,kalau laaa..nway da lama x tgur..mungkin dia busy, plus aku poon busy..x pa la papa..sayg jg kat papa MUHAMMAD MUJIBUDIN..

yang kat sebelah kiri ni plak papa comey faiz..ngeee..sayg sgt kat papa ni, sporting giler..nway, jangan nakal2 aw, nanti lapor kat mama..hehehe-IS SAHAJE

haaa..yg ni satu-satunya mama single faiz..wahaha..x da kaitan dengan papa2 yg kat atas k, kkecuali seorang, papa IS SAHAJE, diorg da couple..hahaha

best giler r, memang mama terbaik! miss kat mama, da lama x online kan..huhu..

nama fb dier, GEMINY GULZ

Jangan terkejut!! Dalam fb faiz gak da jadi papa tw..faiz ada 2 org anak lelaki yg comel dan cute!! Fakta, tapi applikasinya auta..hehe..sayg kat anak2 papa ni..

anak papa..nama dia FIR AQASHAH..heheh..mmg comey budak ni, plus pandai bergambar..papa nak blaja dr dia r lain kali..nway sayg, good luck result k..hehe..

tgk kat sebelah kiri k..nama dia FIMO NATTA..cute kan?? heheh..x tao, dier ni poon fotogenik jg..cute mute anak2 papa ni..nnt kite webbie k sayg lau free..KALAU laa kan..haha

Last but not least, kawan rapat faiz kat fb k..x kiralah dalam apa keadaan diorg sentiasa ada..hihi..sayg kat diorg.. <3

          yang first ni, spesis kelawar..sama macam faiz..x tido tgh malam..hahaha..selalu chat nan dier..best sgt dapt kawan cam dia ni..x sombong yaww..dak Sibu erk..klak ku pi cia ngagak ktk..hehe

KU CHAPIX ya namaya..kelas gitu..mampu kau? hahaha..sayg kat dia..

  tengok lak kat sebelah ni..hehe..budak ni sebelum kenal ingatkkan garang..tapi bila da kenal, amboii~ gemalai gitu..wahaha..anugerah kan? kalau x kenal, maka x cina, bila aku da kenal, aku jatuh cinta..normal kan? kawan..nway bro, happy nan org tersayg k..hehe..faiz doakan..nway, da lama x call faiz erk..nak borak panjang cam dulu..hihihi...insyaallah kalau ada jodoh..ALLAH izinkan..

nama fb bro ni GIANCARLO SHOT. berkenalan nan dier k, memang baik brother ni...

      and last but not least, kawan baru kmek..mbiak swak juax nk? miri..hehe..

best crita nan dia sal bf, sal coklat..haha..

nnt kalau aq p miri kita hang out k,mesti best kan? hihihi..

nway bro, good luck keja k..lau da gaji, ingat2laa org tersayg.. hahah..akukah??  ngeee

sayg ktk gilak2..

sebenarnya ramai lagi..tapi semua lesap..cari kat fb x jmpa..mgkin diorg tukar nama..dan setakat ni, org2 kat atas ni lah yg menyebabkan aku sentiasa online..x nak ketinggalan nak borak2 nan diorg..rindu pun ada juga..sayg kat korg semua..alhadulillah..MY FAMILY TREE, WAS COMPLETED...ALLAH BLESSED, ASSALAMUALAIKUM..